can't care enough anymore
Exhausted of all resources,
driven to the point of indifference.
stringent standards? high expectations?
are they really far-fetched from reality?
try, try harder,
talk, talk better,
love, love stronger.
not enough, it is never enough
not acknowledged, not understood
when will you come around?
opposite poles orbiting
up and down and up again
close together, far apart, then close again
when will it stop,
it will not fucking stop.
love and hate so strong together
attraction and repulsion going on forever
vicious cycle that never ends
solve this you bloody fools
stop hurting each end
no more resources, no more time,
to keep on keeping on trying to be fine.
it's time to be indifferent, it's time to not care
it's time to move on
hoping you'll be there.
Monday, January 27, 2014