Hahs! who still plays The Sims! Raise up your hands!

ish.. got stomach cramp when i woke up in the morning today.. good for nothing @#$% >.<
when i went to the comp i saw my dumbo brother playing The Sims. as in the very first version, no party, no sex, no nothing. just plain old kiss kiss kiss then ask whether u want to hv baby or not =.= hah! but i got addicted to it.. ngor deng.. stupid game. i sat down on in front of my comp.. and my head started to sing the lonely song from akon.(i don't know why it happened, so don't ask =.=) so i made a sim with the first name lonely. hah! and guess what?! she lives alone! :p this is the 1st time i get so caught up playing this dumb dumb game. u know why? because i didn't cheat! hahs! i think it's been a long time since i played "properly" in this game! Quite interesting u noe.. my sim can lik develop feelings towards both guys and girls! O.o i didn't know that sims were bisexual kay... don't blame me for being lame. hah! my sim got to be succesful careerwise too! (: i didn't know that it could be that addicting. usually i play and cheat. *evil-ness* then when i get bored buying nice and expensive stuffs i stop playing. today i was in front of the damn comp playing the dumb game for err let's see.. from 11 to 4. that's like 5 hours man!
=.= when i looked up at the clock i was like. diu lor.. so late ad.. >.< faster go and do my studying.
lolx i didnt go out for like 4 days ad.. other than going to tuition lah. *lame-ness* (:
gosh.. i didn't know that t'was so hazy until i went downstairs to makan my breakfast/lunch/brunch/tea! hahs.. :S damn it lah. so choking. =.= so i just stayed upstairs the whole day.
my mum FINALLY bought the blu-tack i wanted.u noe.. the sticky blue colour thing that sticks thing to things? =.= hah! i did additional decorations to my lovely pink butterfly room (: it's now more butterfly-ish! O.o then i decided to tidy up my oh-so-messy room bcoz :
1) it "uglifies" my room and
2) my dumb birthday is coming up and i want to flaunt my room without the mess!
hah! sorry i can't stop being lame... can't be helped.. i've been stuck at home doing nothing but studying, listening to the music, running up and down left and right the house, eating and watching tv. SEE! i can even list down the things i did the whole week. THAT'S ALL i did! oh yah. i missed out going to tuition! but that's just one more thing to add.. nothing else.. -.- oh well.. doesn't matter.
every time i think about my room i love it more and more. makes me feel like i'm flying inside there. so many of the butterfly wings to help me fly away from all my sorrow and troubles (:
i learnt something today, that even the strongest man has his weakness. i don't know how it feels to have lost a parent, but he does, and i feel sad for him when he thinks about his father and breaks down. it's as though i lost my own parent.. hearing the voice of a crying man, seemed so fiction, it was like watching a film, but it wasn't. he really was crying and it was tears of sadness, not just crying cause the director asked him to do so and definitely not crying for attention. i feel worse when i have nothing to say and don't know what to say, all i can say is don't cry lah, and then .......... nothing! i feel so useless.. well it's something very valuable i learnt today, i may not know how it feels and how much it hurts, and i wouldn't want to know how much it hurts.
just a tiny reminder to all children out there who are hurting their parents heart, please stop. you'll never know when you or them might leave each other, show your parents that u care and love them and will take care of them when they grow old and wrinkly and "naggy". (: coz i know i will definitely not dump my parents when i move into adulthood. i'm sorry i hurt them so much and i'm not doing it anymore. sorry papa n mummy. i really <3 u guys and appreciate all that the both of u have done so far. sorry that i'm such a lousy investment, don't worry, i promise i'll take care of the both of you till i get old enough for my children to take care of me. and i mean it. (:
okaylah.. i feel so old already.. don wana talk like that anymore. -.-
nite nite!
*i still miss my little dragon and fei ying and i heart them too bits!*