okay lah.. time to stop being pathetic!

Lol.
as i go thru my blog i find myself very pathetic. bleh.. but well they're still all truth and no lies. this time i'll make sure i blog more frequent coz im getting a little bit too forgetful. >.< color="#ff0000">scratch that.. life is exam-ness now! gila-ness!! study everyday!! but im so lazy!! urgh! -_-zZz supposed to be studying now but i came online anyways. hahs. itchy-hands! bsides.. got the whole week off wat! I need to be smarter! someone from belian or jati or any better classes PLEASE gimme part of ur brains! I NEED them!
Hmm.. lots have happened since i last blogged, i shifted! (:
i now have a nice pink butterfly-ish room. the dream room i always wanted. BUT how come there's a girl who gets a bigger PINK room than me????!?!? no fair :/
oh well.. i still like my room and i truly appreciate my parents being so tolerant with my erm well. pinkish-ness and butterfly-ness! lalala~
my kaki hong, "Fei Ying" just went back to aussie and i miss her already! :/ ying ah ying when u coming back!!?? i need u 2 teman me! lol! eventho i got my little dragon ad! *tamak-ness*
I feel a little bit more optimistic these few days. Just then an hour before i was reading my Rhyme Book. and all the past i forgotten came back, it was like having a vague vision of your childhood memories and when u c the children pictures it all comes back to u. oh well.. the effects are less painful now (:
thank gawd and i feel less jealous of her now. sure she's pretty and all but she aint smarter than me! hah! i wana b smarter! i wana study harder! ain't that just a good motivation?! i better beat shen shen this term if not i m so gonna feel so lousy! stupid shen shen.. smarter than me.. (:
(: okaylah.. lemme refresh my memory and try to remember wat happened these few days.. nothing lah hor? got to go out with my little dragon and we watched Rob-B-Hood! so funny yet so touching at the same time. got kok hong to teman us poor thing.. can't stop thinking of his hui hui! hahs.. oh well can't wait for my little brithday party!
(: nitey nitez! gotta go continue studying!
*gosh there's a stupid bug in this room flying around like an idiot* (:
`Life is Good` (: