someone sing me a lullaby puh-lease!!!

gawd, i can't sleep at all last night. dang insomnia. someone please just rock me to sleep or.. i don't know whack me on the head real hard so i can knock out and get a good rest. i couldn't sleep this afternoon either, and i do really hope i can sleep tonight! we had add maths paper 2 today, urgh,it's just weird, it's like i did so many of the questions but when i tied all the papers up together, it was just so thin! why????!!! i'm really bound to go hysteric about this whole exam thing. it's 40 minutes from now to my birthday.. woeepee! (:
i'm getting so fed up about studying. it's like the mcdonalds don't mean anything anymore. i'm jaded of cramming things inside my brains. well, as i told many of my friends and family,i'm about to reach a failing streak! god, help me.
i'm feeling slightly worn-out right now, so i can't think really properly now. lol. speaking about sleeping, yesterday during moral, i was so fed up of straining my brains to get the nilais and definisis outta my brain so i just lie my head on the table thinking thinking... and i FELL ASLEEP! lol. our beloved zookeeper/english teacher/kebersihan freak teacher pn. shama, poked me on the back and she said. "don't sleep." 1st thing that blurted out from my mouth when i woke up was, "i was thinking of the answer teacher." lol. and we aren't even supposed to talk in exams.
deng, i played a fool in exams, the week before pee am arr (PMR) i was having my bio paper2 which is a guranteed-fail-paper. anyways, i was bored, and "ama" was sitting behind me, and she put her book underneath the desk.. so i conviniently slipped my hand underneath the desk and flipped the book! the blur teacher was not sure whether she saw it correctly, i WAS safe, but somebody FROM our class just had to tell teacher. she's such a stuckedupfcukedupargghhbiatch aww come on, cikgu, kalau saya tiru, semua jawapan saya sudah betullahh.. that's all i can say to the blur teacher. and she was like, thinking.. oh well, she told me she already told my bio teacher about it. i am most probably to get a BIGFATZERO for my bio. or worse, the whole exam. let's just hope that my bio teacher is not that dumb to think that i actually copied. COMEON! if i copied, then i sure pass my bio with flying colours lah!it's not so funny anymore i guess. so, today after my EST paper, i just went to sleep straight away, don't want getting another BIGFATZERO! teachers are dumb. *rolls eyes*
today is typewithoutspaceday. (:
haha. i disturbed everybody by typing without spaces. and they were like kinda retarded cause it was hard to comprehend. try reading this
todayiwasinahurrylahsoijustputonmypantiestheotherwayroundanddidn'tnoticeit!
(: confusing right? imagine reading a whole conversation of this. apparently, there are certain people who were able to put up with me. haha. what patience they have!
anyone have any **brilliant** ideas to get into deep sleep? if there are no other alternatives, i guess i'll have to steal my grandmother's sleeping pills then. *shrugs*
*i'm so lazy to put in the colours.lol.bear with it lah*