Aimlessly, helplessly staring into space..
The dark side, the bright side,
the darkness pulls me down,
yet the brightness tries to pull me back up,
it never gave up on me.. no matter how dark i was,
i see myself as the darkness of all colours in the world,
i see a pitch black of myself.. in the crowd of so many people..
everyone is just so colourful.. yet i'm the only one that's left without colours..
i feel so awkward.. so lonely.. so weird...
i wonder if there is anyone there to help brightness pull me up..
i wonder and wonder..
i'm down to the dumps.. i can't even help myself up..
Anyone?
can you see me? can you hear me?
can you see me suffering? can you hear me screaming?
am i supposed to do this all alone?
am i supposed to help myself by crawling all the way up?
i can't do this.. i don't have the courage.. nor the confidence..
i see the doors closing ahead of me.. i want to get out of here...
that ray of light grows dimmer and dimmer in here everyday..
the candle in my heart is dying out...
the doors are closing.. the lights are fading.. and so shall i...
i feel so emo...
5 comments:
hey darling... u ok?? i talk to u when i get back on sunday kies?? will reach around 3++ at one U... take care and luv u
yeah
u're the one to pull urself up.
it's ur life
n u are the one to choose
wether to make it
blissful
or as u said.. pitch dark
the road is there for u to ride on
and strive on
not to expect that someone will always be able to help u
if u dont help yourself
it's a norm
whenever u feel aimless
everyone might somehow feel aimless
remember your own responsibility
remember what HE said
you'll have to make your own way out
either this..
or that.
Foooo Yiiii! Dont be so emo! I am not really good in cheering people but then just so you know, i will be there to help if you want me to, provided that I have the ability to help! Cheer up kay? Love you loads!
emonyaaa.....
darling..its you yourself that choose the path you'll and you think you should walk throughout your life..there will be ppl there to help you but no one will point to you which road to choose..Be strong.. i'm sure you know what are you doing..
hugs..find me anytime if you need someone to talk to..takecare..*smile* =)
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