When you think things were getting better..

"eh. i browse ur blog like everyday. no updates 1................. T-T"
"because i don feel like blogging"

There. that's why every time you people click to my blog. You don't see updates.

Life is boring. again and again. it's boring

We went to Monash University (in Malaysia lah of course) today. it was all good minus the boring "lecture" we had early in the morning. We got freebies too. Some people even took one too many of Cintan Mee.
We were all like jakuns when we went into the workshop. They were going to do an experiment. And we get to wear lab coats! that's why we're so jakun-ish, because we don't have lab coats in school.

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i would like to elaborate more on the little trip we had today, but i only have another 18 minutes or so to finish this post before my brother comes barging in to snatch the computer away from me. boo-hoo.

On the darker note,
Thanks to my idiocity towards physics(i hate you), i'm forced.. well not forced, indirectly forced to join this tuition ALL the way in bangsar which is a tuition for both physics and chemistry. And to top it with that wonderful fatty whipped cream on this delicious ice-cream, the tuition lasts for 4 hours! hooray!
What's a delicious ice cream without good looks hmm? It has a BRIGHT red cherry so lovely looking on top! I have to meet new people! double hooray. okay, unless you have no sense of sarcasm at all, you would have understand that i'm hating what's happening right? no? go practice your sarcasm and then come back to read this post. thank you.

I hate/despise/loathe/dislike being in a new environment, and what more! it's in bangsar! yay! i get to meet people from the other side of the city! so happy! not. I'm going to be such a blurcase in class. i don't even think i can catch up in physics class. You see, i already have a wonderful chemistry tuition teacher that i totally love, from the bottom of my heart. no sarcasm here. And i LOVE chemistry.I LOVE studying chemistry. I LOVE understanding chemistry. I LOVE doing experiments in chemistry. AND the best part is I ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND CHEMISTRY! So i don't have to worry about chemistry! call me nerd. because nerd is like the hot stuff right now. fuck you people who don't like chemistry. Blea!

I'll probably be bored to death tomorrow. Not entirely in a very good mood now. mahai. now half of the day of my stupid Saturday is taken up just because I have no common sense, cannot think logically and don't understand physics.

Screw the dang SijilPukiMak for making me so scared in flunking my physics. YOU SPM! YOU ARE THE CULPRIT TO THIS! eventhough i'm a tad bit petrified because i do not want to have to STUDY LIKE FUCK AND ALL I GET IS THE AMOUNT OF A'S I CAN COUNT WITH MY FINGERS.

I hate growing up. Please pray for me to stay alive in tuition tomorrow.
What if the person i'll be sitting next to me is a stalker? Is there EVEN going to be anyone sitting next to me? What if the teacher's a strict teacher? What if the tuition's boring? What if what HE teaches won't help me in my EXAMS? WHAT IF?! i could go on and on but my friggin 18 minutes is up.

I worry too much. I'm going to have grey hairs and wrinkles and pimples. triple hooray!
I better go read up on my physics before i make a fool out of myself in tuition tomorrow.

Please pray for me even if you hate me, because if i die ah, you don't have me to hate anymore. Boring right? not being to hate and gossip about someone? SO PRAY THAT I'LL BE ALIVE TOMORROW!

she couldn't believe that her dreams were starting to shatter in just a split second.