I know it's full of words, but take the time to read it..

especially to my dear ones,

I'm glad that we'll be able to not try to kill each other in future.


Thank You Very Much,

for being able to tell me what you didn't like.

and

Thank You Very Much,

for being friends and knowing almost everything about me, and of course sharing your secrets with me.

Before I go,

I want to say thank you to all of my closed ones for being able to put up with my "i'm fat la.." , " i like that guy!", "he's soooooOooooOooOoOoo CUTE!", "omg, i think i'm falling in love"

seriously, if i didn't have you guys to let out all that's inside my mind i won't be able to be as happy as i am now despite the fact that i keep ranting about not having a boyfriend..
and of course i might explode if i kept everything to myself..

I'm Sorry,

for being annoying at times,
especially those who are SUPER close to me,
i keep bugging you guys, like an irritating mosquito..
i know. i tend to keep repeating the same things over and over again.
probably it was just insecurity,
probably because i wanted to know who could be a friend enough to bear with an annoying person like me.

I'll TRY to tone down as much as i can.
but i can't guarantee that, because that's who i am right?
I don't want to lose myself..



Pray for me that i'll be able to adapt to that new place i'm going to be in.
Pray for me that i'll be able to find friends that will be able to bear with my liking of being repititve.
Is that too much to ask for? (:

To those who knows,
I really feel as if i've lost my touch,
it's depressing,
i know you guys don't know how to help,
but i'm glad that you were there to lend me your ears,
and share a few advices,
as stubborn as i am,
i DO listen,
so don't think that whatever you said were just a waste of energy and would fall on deaf ears.


So
Before I go and not be able to have the chance to say things like that,
I want all of you closed ones to know,
you all mean the world to me,
all of you make my world feel complete though it's not much,
simple as it is,
i love it with all of you surrounding me.
Thank you again,
for lending me shoulders to cry on,
ears to rant on.
I've said it and I'll say it again until the day i have not a chance to,

thank you..