I Wish I Was An F*ing Model

It's funny how your mood affects your schedule of the day drastically.
Everything seemed to move slower.
You somehow want everything to move quicker just because you had a lousy day or week.
You want to laze around and not get up from your bed.
First thing that comes to your mind
"urgh, it's morning already?"

You feel groggy and retarded because you didn't catch your proper 8 hours of sleep,
because you were worried about what was in store for you the next day.

I believe I am not the only one who has to go through this phase.

I'm trying to get over it despite the fact that I have not received the rest of the results,
AND definitely am not looking forward to it.

I want to turnover a new leaf,
and maybe 15 years later when I have my own family,
I can tell my children when they are going through what I have,
that I was like shit in my exams,
and I TURNED OVER A NEW LEAF.

I wish.

I know those of you out there who cares,
would tell me to move on,
and start mugging,
LIKE HELL.

It's easier said than done,
I really hope that I can improve in my self-discipline.

Enough ranting.
Shall go do revision now.
Let's see how long this will last.
Hopefully until the end of my studying years.

Here goes the waiting,
of the arriving of
another
"fine"
day.

It's times like these,
where I wish I had an awesome hot body,
exploit it,
and then call it ART.
(yes, I'm mocking them hot people, BUT out of jealousy)