Is It Wrong

to feel better knowing that someone's doing a lot worse than you are?

Is it wrong,
to feel grateful when compared to people of the less capable?

or,

to be yourself in front of everyone else and not want to be called a child?

or, maybe,

to avoid a certain topic in a conversation because you cannot put words to it?

How do you know

that I was judging, when my intentions weren't that?
I'm holding a grudge,
I never usually do,
but I cannot get over the fact that you turned away just like that.

Can I feel the way I want and not listen to people telling me to do otherwise?

What are these little hints of something/someone more superior around me?

Did I ever discriminate when I thought I didn't?

Why do I have to hold back my rantings and not bother others when I'm in need?
Oh wait. Yeah. I couldn't put how i felt or what I'm going through in specific words.

What are dreams about?
Are they real?
Are they reflections of your inner thoughts that you hide deep down in your mind?

Why can't you just close your eyes? Dammit.

I want to sing my heart out, emotionally, and show the whole world, I'm deeper than this.