I Remembered..

When you left this morning,
without asking me whether I wanted to join,
probably because you cared,
I thought about what I would do if i was back at home.

I remembered,
how my mum would get tired of waiting for me to wake up,
then she would just leave.

I remember,
I'd throw a tantrum,
picking up the phone,
and demanding my mum to answer me.
why she left without me.

Or,
if not,
some times,
i would just wake up and the house was empty.
And I'd call,
teary-eyed,
for god knows what reasons,
and ask her where they went,
without me.

This time I cannot pick up the phone,
call you,
and demand you to bring me along.
Because you're not my mum.

Mummy, I miss you.