Maybe..

Maybe..
the people i thought,
who would understand,
would,

but it turns out,
not many would.

Why am I so afraid of being judged?

Have I no control in my life,
and my decisions,
without it being influenced by other opinions?

Maybe,
it's no use,
showing any of you.
how i feel deep down inside anymore.

I'm very very very very very
disappointed.

And I only have my roommate
to relate to.

I don't think,
anyone else would understand.

Maybe,
i'm not showing anymore.
of my feelings.
what's the point anyways?