War

This is war.

I declare war.

With the books. that is.

I shall trump my every exam.

With pride.

I will win this time.

"Just because i'm losing,
doesn't mean i lost,
doesn't mean i'll stop,
doesn't mean i will cross"
Coldplay- Lost!

sidenote,
when all of these distractions for my mind wears off,
what do i do then?

Does it mean,
that i'll lose again?