From The Inside

You only ever said you will do it,
because you do not want me to be upset.
Fact is,
you never planned to do it anyways,
how would you know that you would?

That one sentence,
led from one disappointment to another.

In me,
I don't see forgiveness anymore,
no more patience,
no more faith,
no more hope.

I hate feeling like this.
I hate the fact that I cannot give you more time to think.

I have the patience,
I do.
to wait,
I know I do,
but you telling me that you have not planned anything,
about what you're going to do.

I'm just going to be that one girl,
we both know,
that was heartbroken,
by that one guy she loved so much,
but he never loved her enough,
for things to happen.

Because,
I'm starting to think,
you'll be that guy.

You will.

I just know you will.