Managing Expectations

This all seems like déjà vu to me. I woke up to the same cycle of life. How did we get here? Did we not learn anything from all that we have gone through?

Managing expectations. Put your face forward only to trip and fall. Where did the 6 years of my life go? Would I have been different if I was not back here?

Why is there nobody out there? What did I do wrong to chase everyone away? I have nothing but aggressive love to give. Why do I feel so alone?

When will I ever fit in? When will I ever be content? Why am I not content? God, save me please.