You Know Who You Are..

You brought colours in my life when things were all dull and black,
you were there to help me fix things most of the times when they were broken,
being someone so close to you meant the world to me,
for you filled an empty hole in my heart,
i never knew you meant that much to me until something made me realized that,
you could've been only a mutual friend,
but you chose to be more,
you gave me strength in every aspect,
both physically and emotionally,
without your presence, life was never full enough to live.

I regret I never took the chance to know you better way before,
till it was too late,
I regret not having being so close to you before,
till it was time that i get ready to say my goodbyes as i leave,
Every minute i spent with you ,
i wished it lasted longer,
for i knew one day this would happen,
and everything would not be as it was before anymore.

I regret I spilled the beans,
and betrayed myself,
just because i wanted to believe that miracles come true,
but when it's all said and done,
i realized how stupid i was,
and how much things wouldn't work no matter what.
there it goes again,
another lesson waiting to be learned,
a lesson telling me dreams would never come true,
a lesson telling me fairy tales do not exist

But fret not,
As i'll be strong,
I've been strong before,
and i will be until i am able to prove to the world,
and to myself
and also to God,
that no matter how much suffering i have to endure emotionally,
miracles would happen,
because I'm going to make them happen one day.


One day,
when fate brings me to someone that'll be someone like you,
if not,
even better.


Regardless of that,
you should still know that you're the most wonderful person i've ever met,
the way you were carved by your loved ones,
your personality that i love so much,
your gentleness that made me feel like a girl at times,
they all remain deep in my heart,
and you've set a higher bar to my expectations,
i might never be able to find someone like you,
but i know you'll always be there,
no matter how awkward things are going to be,
because you're a friend for keeps,
and i am yours,
we'd be friends until the path we both walk together comes to an end,
where you walk your way,
and i walk mine..

my love for you will be unconditional till the end of the path we walk together, till something does us part. unconditional, all i need is for you to accept the love i have got to offer with open hands and i ask for nothing more than that... because you need not do anything else to make me feel anymore content..

I hope you're reading this,
because
there's no way i could finish saying every word i typed,
without fearing what would your response be,
nor would i want to text you those words above,
because
i want the whole world to know,
how great of a person you are,
and those who don't have you,
as a friend or someone special,
too bad for them,
because i have you as mine...