"Can't Get You Off Me Brains"

feeling cowardly?
i don't know.
i'm confused.

why is everything around getting more confusing now?
Tell me why?
It was as clear as crystal before.
Why is it so blurry now?

And
i don't mean to be skeptical.
I do believe,
but I don't see how can someone reach to believe to that extent?

And
Why are there people
in this world,
who have different preferences,
affect each others thoughts,
each others life.

And
Why do people think that money is the solution?
I used to think so,
until
lately.
I've been reconsidering.
Deep down inside,
subconsciously,
i don't see what money can do to buy
real essential things,
real necessary things,
for you to live a life.

Suddenly,
everything and everyone has become more appreciated,
more valuable.

She asked me just yesterday morning,
"What are real friends?"
I didn't know what to say.
but all i know was
that "i'm going to be real to anyone that i call a friend"

Friends are not to be bought.

Why am i caught up by so many little peculiar things?
What on earth made me think so much?
Suddenly,
everything that seemed clear to me.
is all so blurry now.

I need to reconstruct my dictionary.

"stop torturing yourself"

yeah right.

like that's possible.