No One Knows

We celebrate,
we envy,
when we receive or buy something that costs half the value of our pay check.
We want what's the latest,
we want what's the fanciest.

We are never content with what we have,
We always want more.
When did the world started changing,
to one that revolves around materialism.

The more I try interpreting
my dreams,
the more I feel as though I'm forced to go through,
a hard time in life again,
emotionally,
in my dreams.
It does not inflict physical pain on me.
But I'm tired.
I finally feel the fatigue,
as though i have not slept for a whole week.

It doesn't help,
to come back to a place where I cannot call home.
I cannot stand the loneliness here,
it just make things worse.
when I'm at "home".
The quiet nights,
the quiet day,
there isn't any noise.

I want to live in a world,
where everyone does not revolve around materialism,
consciously or subconsciously.
I want people to feed on what we learn emotionally,
everyday,
be it what made you happy or sad,
not the things you own, but events and incidents.

I want the world to see,
life,
so beautiful,
in it's disfigured way.

No one can invent anything made out of plastics or metal,
as ugly yet beautiful as life.
I don't know what's the point of this post.
Just thought you should know,
that i'm surprised that,
a conversation,
could be started with something made out of metal,
that costs a fortune.
And, everyone so envious,
as though it went through shit in life.

It did not.
Too bad.
What happened to the world?
Where we try to tell each other,
we care and love them with all our hearts.
Not anymore.
because we buy affection with money now.
We buy friendship with money now.

Who started all this?