Who Do You Turn To

But yourself?

Because,
there's no one in the whole world,
who knows you better than yourself.

You want to tell people about you,
but you worry about impression.
Because that's how our stupid lives work,
revolving around what you are afraid others might think of you,
despite telling yourself that you don't care,
and you just want to be yourself.

You're not what you are,
to others,
You're what you want to be,
to others.

Who tells of their imperfections?
and their flaws?
Do you even realise your flaws to begin with?
If only,
self-reflection involves a talking mirror.
So you don't have to do all the thinking on your own.

He asked,
"If you could be anything in the world what would you be?"
I hesitated,
then i typed as though my hands had a life of its own.
"A satirical writer, or one who makes movie trailers..... or a drama teacher. "

But wait,
snap back to reality darling,
you need to have talents for that,
don't you?


Self reflection my arse.

Where's the best friend when you need one?

Not there.
It's probably karma. Have I not been there for a friend in need?
I don't know anymore.



I miss my mum,
my papa,
and my brothers.
ALOT.