It Feels Like The World Is Closing Down On Us

I'm not used to this,
I'm not used to being surrounded by people who i care,
and vice-versa,
yet it feels like there's a REALLY large trench that we dug for ourselves,
in between us,
you digging your side and i digging mine,
it became from what seemed to be a borderline,
to a monsoon drain.

The water flows in between us,
if we cross,
the water will take us away,
at least that's what we think.
BUT will it really?

Can we all please please please,
talk about this,
I want to make amends,
I want to stop feeling like this.

I want to stop feeling like I have nobody,
when I know I still have.

Anyone of you guys?
My other family?
Can anyone hear me out please?

We expect too much from each other,
I don't want to put on a facade anymore.
Please..