I can't sleep

So I've been looking into people's life,
and then my thoughts deviated(don't know how) to the people I care for,
and care for me.

Then,
I questioned myself,
when was the last time did you ever,
ever,
felt that much appreciated by a friend,
or a group of friends even?

When was the last time,
you had such a tight bonding with people,
where we started off as strangers with no ties,
to friends that were there for you no matter what?

Never.

Then,
I questioned myself again,
is it really true?
all the love, the care, the friendship?

I don't know.

Heck,

I don't care.

I'm just going to believe,
because if i believe,
they'll believe,
then we'll all believe.

And also,
ignorance is bliss.

We're all being truthful aren't we?

Because i can freaking feel the fucking love all you guys are giving me.

I can almost cry.

Oh wait.





I did.

I miss my cat btw. blah.