Never Enough

This is so screwed up,
when I'm here,
I miss things back there,
when I'm there,
I miss things back here.

WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME?

and i keep wallowing in self pity,
unhappy at the thought that,
i,
admittedly,
have no friends.

well, i do,
but they're all not by my side,
and the fact that everyone is doing things together,
WITHOUT me,
just makes matters worse.

I'm being a bitch.

Sue me.

Who the fuck reads this blog anyways.

ZZZ